I really don’t know what to do,
I wish I could simply tell you,
I get more depressed every day,
And I cannot find what to say.
I wish you could fully understand,
I feel my final time is at hand,
I wish God would take me today,
Sadly, I know that is not His way.
What is there left for me in life,
Except suffering, pain and strife,
I pray to God for help and relief,
I wish I had more faith or belief.
I feel there are no solutions around,
Why search for what can’t be found,
Please forgive me when I am weak,
Help me find all the answers I seek.
I guess the truth is I am weak Inside,
I want all there is & not have to decide,
I have to try harder to have more faith,
I know the end will come & no one waits.
Please God hear all that I truly confess,
Forgive my sins and help me be blessed,
I promise to work hard each and every day,
To follow Your path and all that You say!!
By: Larry Shawn Cagle